Killing off a whole breed of Dogss??? Is that really the answer?

I saw this on my myspace account: I had to repost it. I am not the fondest of the breed but I don't think that the dogs should be punished. It is the people. Please, if you love animals, you will try to get this word out as much as possible.

From: Kat~Train
Date: Aug 2, 2006 3:56 PM

Do u think a whole breed of animals should be killed just cause sum have turned on their owners???? Do we REALLY know out of those that have turned which ones were brought up to be mean n agressive .... and don't you think people who own pit bulls are aware of them turning ... Kinda like people who decide to play with tigers or bears... shit does happen .. doesnt mean they all have to die .....


Read n look ...

Thanks Eville's Bitch!



This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to other states. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this so as many people can see this as possible.
NO ON PROP SB861!! My Name is Monster, but a Monster I'm NOT!!








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Killing off a whole breed of Dogss??? Is that really the answer?

Cherry Love

Is Love Really Worth The Hassle???????????

So I tell you....so much has happened since my last little post. In fact, on the same day that I posted, I found out that my husband had cheated on me once again. What made this one worse was that the girl and I had been chit chatting because they both told me that they had just been friends. To put the icing on the cake, I was suppose to meet the girl 3 days after I found out.

Well when he finally decided that he needed to be honest and get it off his chest, I found myself thinking. Is this shit really worth it? I mean the thought alone made me sick, literally sick, to my stomach. And he still wanted me to meet her, because she needs some guidance. Soooo after talking with this girl already since March.....I decide that I am going to go ahead and meet her. I don't, of course, tell her that I already know that she did my husband. So, I decide to go and meet her as a person that I have been chatting with and not the girl that banged my husband in February. Or whenever. I like her, damn it. So I hang out with her and crash at her roomie's place and then in the am, she decides to tell me what actually happened between her and Damian. I told her that I already knew. But I am still friends with her.....She is really immature though and almost got decked the one night for stepping out of line.


But as I sit and think more and more, I am wondering if this is really worth it. I mean, Damian sent me a pic the other day, and I didn't even think, damn your hot. I was just like yep that is you.. Woo woo. So, I wonder if my heart is really into working this out? Do I really care? Why do I want to stay with? How many other girls are there or were there? I mean I eventually find out everything. He knows that. What am I doing????? I don't know. I don't even know if I really want him and then I get a letter and I think oh how sweet is he. I don't get it.

Is love really worth the hassle?

My little beauties

I just got these photos taken today of my little fam less of course hubby who is
in Iraq. This is actually a surprise for Damian. I hope you all enjoy them!!!!

A sigh of relief!!!!!

Yeah, I heard from my love today. I can now go to bed and rest easy knowing that he is okay. Alot is going on here. I am going to be moving, from PA to NC. It is a little sooner than I expected, but I can't complain, I am getting a 4 bdrm house on base with its own school. Awesome, in fact, next week, I hope that I am still hooking up with Dee to sign the lease and scope out the area, and darn the luck for us that there is a beach there. Poohey, what are we two girls going to do. I dont know, drink, be merry and drink. Didd i mention drink? Till later.....but hubby is safe and sound and has already been awarded his purple heart for an injury that he got in April. He is so my hero.

To Continue On....

Nise and I just got off from a very long conversation.

It was more or less a continuation of our emails, and blogs. About people twisting the bible and my not speaking clearly. Kel wrote: “Perhaps my beef really isn't with what the bible says, but more over how some are allowing it to be interpreted. Perhaps, I just didn't state it correctly before. I guess to say what pisses me off is when men think that they are superior to women and use the bible as a justification.”
Dee responded: “Amen to that, sister! I hear ya, and you're preaching to the choir on that one. I feel the exact same way, and am constantly fighting against it in one form or another.
However, as you pointed out, it's not the Bible, but PEOPLE, that is the the problem. People can take any idea and try to find a verse to distort that will 'support' that idea. It's infuriating.
Don't worry. I really am with you on this one.
And no, I doubt that preacher apologized. And no, nobody walked out. See, that's a Southern thing though. Walking out and raising a fuss would have been rude, and that would have been just as bad as his comments. It's a whole different world down here, and it's taken me a LOT of time to get used to it. The South is the perfect example of the 'flies with honey' analogy.”

Dee and I had quite the chit chat yesterday over this topic. First, funny that I should be one to get a bible discussion started. I didn’t mean to sound like I was against the bible. I am not, but quite simply had to restate what my position was on it, and what I don’t like, which my girl got. Because she knows me, she gets me. That’s why we are cool.

On her post, I read in her post about parenting her teenager, Gret, whom I absolutely love. I have known Gret since before she was 2. I still remember making her ‘little bear’ birthday cake for her second birthday. Gret holds a special, special place in my heart and always will as does Dee. Her 2nd almost teenager, well there was a whole osmosis thing going on there and that is why he has that gorgeous blonde hair and blue eyes. I like being able to tell him that I helped bring him into the world and having the privilege of calling him Mikey. A testament to parenting in an not so overprotective light are my parents. My parents were strict, but not overly strict. I think that I grew up with a pretty good head on my shoulders. I went to public school and my mom forced me to go to Sunday school. I have to admit that I hated it, but as I got older, I started to go to Mass with one of my girlfriends. That I enjoyed, and it was my choice to go, which made it all the better, but I wasn’t Catholic.
I like to say that I understand why Dee home schools her kiddos. Kudos to her, because I couldn’t do it. But I also understand why Gret may want to go to public school. Now as a mother myself, I understand the need to protect our kids from everything and I remember myself growing up. I left my house when I was 17. I had already been sexually active. But, on the other hand, I was 17 when I lost my virginity. I lost my virginity to my high school sweetheart whom I had been dating for about 5 years. He was 19 and we were both virgins. I don’t regret losing my virginity to him at all. It was a decision that I had made to wait until I was almost finished with school, so that if something had happened, I would at least have my high school diploma. I was technically not suppose to date until I was 16, but when my parents met Brett, they liked him and we did lots of things together. Then I joined the Navy and left. Okay, culture shock. I was not ready for what I encountered in boot camp, Florida, or Puerto Rico.
I hated Puerto Rico at first and then I started going out. I did drink down there. I mean I had just turned 18 and what do you know the drinking age was 18. I had good times and bad times there. Puerto Rico was all uphill when I met Dee. I had so much fun down there and I fell in love with Gret. Granted, I did marry an asshole. And he treated me so badly, but I was blind. Okay, bad choice, but great experience. Great experience, kinda of funny word to choose to describe a marriage gone south. I learned so much from that experience and I look back on the choices that I have made in my life and I really don’t regret any of them. I smoked pot for the first time in PR, in the Navy of all things. But I didn’t become a pot head. I wouldn’t ever do anything else. Pot was enough and now I don’t think that you could pay to just sit and smoke some. It’s just not in my plans nor is it in my lifestyles.

I don’t know where my ramblings are taking me other than I guess is what I am trying to say is that, I was raised by parents who did there best and I grew up in a small town. I have made both good and bad choices in my life, but the most important thing is that I learned from them and I there isn’t one thing that I would change about my llife or where it has led me. I wish that for my children and my adopted Clancy crew. I guess that as parents we have to believe that however we guide them, we have to believe that they are going to learn to weigh the consequences and make the right choices. There needs to be a point that when they are still under our guidance that we let them go and live a bit. I think that the best place to make a mistake is when you are at home with your parents there to fall back on.

All I know is that, I have lived a life with much experience and plenty of mistakes or bad choices and I had consequences that I had to face and I think Dee would understand exactly what I am talking about because, she has pretty much been there. I look to Dee as a model of a good mother, because she is phenomenal. I love her children dearly and I hope that my kids live the happy life that her kids do and I know that my kids are happy and I know that we do some things totally opposite. I don’t even know where I was going with this post but it went somewhere. I don’t know if I even make sense. I guess that the jist of the post is that I look up to Dee. She’s right, we are like closer than sisters. I look up to her for a lot of things, probably some that she doesn’t even know about. I adore her kids as though they were my own. I would do anything for them or her as I know she would for me. But essentially, if I hadn’t made that one bad choice ~ i. e. fall for Billy (my 1st hubby) ~ then Dee and I may not have become as close as we are today. I would probably stayed hanging out with the jarheads. Who knows?

Schoooooool ~ I hafta write an essay

So yeah, for college, I have to write an essay....a persuasive essay...
So what controversial topic do I pick??????? Hmmmmmm, let's see. I have already do the pro choice thing, so there really wasn't anything left there to piss pro lifer's off with. What's one of the most controversial topics in US politics right now? You guessed it~
THE WAR ON IRAQ
And of course, I love to piss people off, so don't even get me started on a 'woman's place' ~ (sorry nise, just wouldn't be able to say that I agree with aspects of the bible that state what a woman can and can't do or should or shouldn't do (maybe I'll never agree with that one ~ that was sooooo before my era) But it's okay, because you know I love to debate things, specially with you.

Anyway, so I choose the 'war on iraq'. Now what to debate, well I guess precisely as to why we should stay? I don't care what the reasons are that we went in. We are there. And we need to finish what we started. When Damian and his friend, Bryan, came home the last time from Iraq, they told me stories that many of us don't get to hear. But one little girl that they told me about sticks in my mind. These guys adored her, and she was about Meg's age or perhaps Kirstin's, but anyway. She was adorable. Big brown eyes. Just beautiful. Well, the Marines started to really take care of her, they would get her shoes and clothes and make sure that she had food. She just really touched their hearts and now these are big bad Marines that we are talking about. Well, I guess what happened was these insurgents these assholes found out that the Marines were doting on this family and not to say that she was the only one or the only family, but they started threatening her family and she had to be whisked away to safety. What the hell? Well, I think to myself, number one, would I want to grow up like that? Hell no, would I want my daughters to grow up like that? Doubly, no. So I look at the bigger picture. It isn't about weapons of mass destruction, it is about the freedom for these little girls that have every right to learn like the little boys. It is about the freedom to be able to speak to whom you want to without being in fear of someone bigger or bullier muscling you around. Granted our country isn't perfect, but it is a heck of a lot better than what they dealt with. So, I hit a personal view. I understand that our boys and gals are over there fighting and that lives are being lost. Granted, I don't want to lose my husband, but if he were to pass fighting for that little girls freedom, I know that he would be happy dieing for a cause that he believes in and one that his family supports. I know that my husband doesn't feel that they are in Iraq for no reason. He gets to see the reasons everyday that he is there. This is what we don't see. I wonder what it was like during the Civil War....hmmm wonder if some types of the same 'oppositions' were going on. Now I know that these are 2 totally different wars, but where we would be today if lives weren't lost. Under England's rule, no thank you.


I promise to keep you more up to date as my essay enfolds. I will be looking forward to the critiques....I should get an 'A' even if I piss everyone off.

What a spouse has to Deal with??

My husband is currently in Iraq. I try very very hard not to watch the news. But sometimes it just makes it way into your life....hence recent headlines,

Two Missing U.S. Soldiers Found Dead in Iraq
Bodies Show Signs of Torture and 'Barbaric' Killing

It really sucks, especially when you haven't heard from your man in about 4 days. I send him an email everyday, letting him know that I am thinking of him and waiting for his email that tells me that I am being silly and not to worry about him. I like those emails, it means that everything is okay. I am sitting here waiting for that email now...how long will I have to wait is the killer. Sometimes this job really sucks and i don't mean damians...being a military spouse sucks, especially in wartime. I really can't stand those spouses that leave their husbands because of the job. I mean what happened to stick by your man? And it isn't like you didn't know that they were in the military when you met them, married them. Women!

The Hussy tries to return!

Okay, so background info...
My Husband cheated on me with a chick. Let's just say that I was mighty pissed off when I found out. Since my husband and I have decided to work things out and he realizes that he really screwed up. Well, I have become quite nifty in getting into his accounts and yadda yadda yadda. So Damian had set up a my space account and I just happened to check it out...who da ya think was seeing where he was? Rather than go off on her, I decided to have a little fun. She wanted to know if 'she' knew about the account. Who do you think that she was? Me of course...I told her no and then created an account for email, just for Damian. She just couldn't understand why everything happened and then accused him of never leaving and now she is wondering if I (Damian) was ever going to leave Kelly at all. Stupid bitch! I think that the worse part is that she really isn't that cute. I mean she has a skeletor forehead. What the hey! She may have been thinner at the time, but our son was only 4 or 5 months old. Holy heck? The nerve of this chick. She did say nice things about me, so I couldn't be too too mean. I just told her to butt out and leave us alone. SHould I get mean? What do you all think?

Welcome to Temptation aka Millville

Okay, WTT wasn't all to me that everyone seemed to rave about. It just had tooo much hype to live up too. My fave would have to be Bet Me thus far....but WTT wasn't soooooo soooo bad...I don't know, it wasn't bad, but it didn't captivate me the way the other ones did....I don't know, it did remind me a lot of my hometown Millville, less the watertower but the lights are definitely a topic...

IS THIS GOOD OR BAD???

You Are 90% Boyish and 10% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it. You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive. Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself. You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

And here's the curve ball!

Just finally got an email from my man yesterday~
I have been looking forward to moving to SC with my hubby when he returned from Iraq. I have been looking into base housing. Getting ready and having it all planned out for the girls with school and then:

BAMMMMMMMMM!
"I dont know if i told you rthis allready if not sorry. There is a 70 % channe they are not approving my drill field request and IM going to be on the next MEU. SO start looking at base housing on lejeune and if that goes through you can move down whenever you want because there will be no need to wait for DI school. THe SgtMaj of the Marine Corps says that he doesn't want SNCO's to spend any less than 3 years or 3 deployments in the fleet, that is the reason. I still have one angle to try but it doesnt look good."

This really sucks, I hate Jacksonville, but I did like Moorehead City and Wilmington, But I don't know if that will be toooooo far for D to travel. I hope not. Nic~ is in Wilmington so that would be coool. Nic is a totally different story of how I met her. Well I haven't actually met her yet, but I like her. I caught her emailing Damian on his deployment, but now we are friends, they are just friends. It is weird. But back to the situation, now I have to look at going to NC by myself, cause Damian doesn't get back until Oct and the girls start school in Sept. AAAAAGHHHHHH!

The Marines and the curveballs....gotta love em! Life with the Marines ~ it's definitely interesting.

A girl's first time

I had to share this:

It's your first time. As you lie back your
muscles tighten. You put him
off for a while searching for an excuse, but he
refuses to be swayed as he
approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you
shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience, but it's the first
time his finger has found
the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses; but
he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks
deeply within your eyes
and tells you to trust him - he's done this many
times before. His cool
smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him
;more room for an easy
entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,
but he slowly takes his
time, wanting to cause you as little pain as
possible. As he presses
;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give
way; pain surges throughout
your body and you feel the slight trickle of
blood as he continues. He
looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too
painful.Your eyes are
filled with tears but you shake your head and nod
for him to go on. He
begins going in and out with skill but you are
now too numb to feel him
within you. After a few moments, you feel
something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to
have it over. He looks
at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a
chuckle; that you have been
his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.
You smile and thank your
dentist. After all,it was your first time to have
a tooth pulled.
Naughty, !
What were you thinkin' ?
YOU BIG FREAK!I know what you were thinking! !

More Deployment Woes

I got several letters yesterday from my Marine. I feel so bad for him there. I do my best to send him comforts from home. When he went the first time, I had our whole community involved in sending the platoon goodies from home. Now it is all that I can do to send him at least one package every 3 weeks or so. I know that he looks forward to them and I know that he is the type of leader that gives it all to his boys first. He is a really good Marine, he is promising to be a better husband and I am willing to give him that chance.

Men~

You know I go away for a weekend and don't email my hubby one day and the next thing you know he is upset with me. But yet, I don't get upset with him if he doesn't email me. I get worried but not upset. So I found a little something about men...not to say that we will ever understand them. I am not sure they will ever make sense.

MAN'S ANSWERS TO EVERY QUESTION A WOMAN EVER ASKS

1. WHY ARE MEN SUCH JERKS?
It's a testosterone thing. Much similar to your PMS thing, we men suffer from testosterone poisoning. Why do you think the average life span of a male is typically 10 years shorter (and it's not just from all the bitching and nagging we have to endure)? Hormone modifies behavior. We're just misunderstood.

2. WHY DO MEN ALWAYS HAVE TO OGLE AT OTHER WOMEN?
Again, this is a testosterone thing. Do you honestly think that all the testosterone just fell out of our bodies the moment we met you? Besides, women do it as well. Women are just much better at not getting caught. I'm fairly certain it's some sort of photographic memory deal. Women take one quick look and memorize it for later reference. Since men lack this ability, we try to burn it into our memory by staring as much as we can.

3. WHY DO MEN ALWAYS TOUCH THEMSELVES, ESPECIALLY IN PUBLIC?
We occasionally need to adjust our little friend and make him happy. It's much like adjusting your bra. Being in public is just an added bonus.

4. WHY DO MEN ALWAYS SAY SUCH STUPID THINGS?
We like to. It's actually a whole lot of fun to see our partner frustrated by a few simple (and well-chosen) words.

5. WHY ARE MEN SO UNCOMMUNICATIVE?
You'd learn to keep your big mouth shut too if every time you open it you get into trouble with your partner.

6. WHY DO MEN HAVE TO ACT LIKE SUCH RETARDS?
Well, we don't actually have to; we do it because we enjoy it. It's the old fashioned pride in a job well done that's missing in so much of the world nowadays.

7. WHY CAN'T MEN JUST SHARE THEIR FEELINGS?
Do we look like women to you? Why is it so hard to understand that men and women are different? How are we supposed to share how we feel when we have no idea how we feel? Unless we're experiencing some extreme emotion like rage, hatred, disgust, or a brick on our foot, we have no idea how we feel. Personally, I get a headache whenever I try to figure out how I feel.

8. WHY CAN'T MEN CUDDLE MORE (I.E. LIE DOWN AND HUG)?
Please... How many hours do you think there is in a day? We oblige you as much as we can, but who the hell (besides women) can stand lying around for hours on end?
We men... Men hunters... Need go roam... Starve in cave... Must go find wildebeest... Now sitting on our asses for hours on end on the other hand is a whole other story.

9. HOW CAN MEN SIT ON THEIR ASSES ALL DAY WITHOUT MOVING?
Men have very powerful sets of sitting muscles developed by evolution that enable us to sit for extended periods of time without getting tired. In prehistoric times, it was often necessary to sit in one spot for extended periods of time while hunting for prey. The more successful hunters were able to sit very still for very extended periods of time thereby passing on this ability to their progeny. The fidgety types were all gobbled up by saber toothed tigers etc. The end result is that almost all modern men are born with this innate ability.

10. WHY CAN'T MEN JUST SAY, "I LOVE YOU?"
Men are taught from a tender young age to be self-sufficient. To say that we love you is equivalent to saying that we need you. Most men consider that a character fault. It's not easy to admit to one's own character faults.

11. WHY DO MEN SAY "I LOVE YOU" WHEN THEY HARDLY KNOW ME?
Ho, Ho, Ho... Aren't you special? Well, some men think it's a sure-fire way to get into your pants. Surprisingly, it actually still works quite well.

12. WHY DOESN'T MY PARTNER EVER ANSWER ME?
We just simply don't have the energy to answer every single one of your questions. If we think we do not have the answer, or that you will not like the answer, we simply remain quiet and save the energy for other things.

13. WHY WON'T MEN EVER PICK UP AFTER THEMSELVES?
Why should we? It doesn't really bother us that much. Besides, we know damn well you'll pick it up.

14. WHAT'S WITH ALL THE BELCHING AND FARTING?
This usually only occurs after months of courting. It's our way to let you know that we're comfortable with you. Believe it or not, it's actually a sign of affection. Besides, holding it for extended periods of time gives us stomach cramps.

15. WHY DO MEN HATE SHOPPING?
It's an evolutionary thing. Men hunt. Women gather. We just want to go out, kill it, and bring it back. Who wants to spend hours and hours to look at things we have no intention of killing? Err... buying?

29 QUESTIONS

The 29 askings Quiz
Q1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in then start the water? I start the water first
Q2) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? no
Q3) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essences commercial? no
Q4) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? yes
Q5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? no
Q6) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? yes
Q7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? yes
Q8) How old do you look? obviously if I get carded for alcohol, not that old
Q9) How old do you act? like 25
Q10) Whats the last song you sang? Where'd you go, I miss you soo
Q11) Have you recently become a member of anything? A blog
Q12) What are your plans for the weekend? Not sure yet
Q13) Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? closed
Q14) Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? nothing
Q15) Does anything on your body itch right now? no
Q16) Who's the sexiest famous woman alive? Meg Ryan
Q17) Who's the sexiest famous man alive? Good question
Q18) Does every family have a crazy uncle? i believe so
Q19) Have you ever smuggled something into America? yes
Q20) Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive? both
Q21) Do you live in a city with a good sports team? no
Q22) Have you ever finished off the popcorn and ate the junk from the bottom of the bag? no
Q23) Have you ever had sex in a tent? yes
Q24) What about in a boat? yes
Q25) Have you ever dated a Goth? no
Q26) Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? amazing sex
Q27) Can you fix your own car? yes
Q28) Would you want to kill George W Bush yourself if you were Guarunteed to get away with it? no
Q29) Should guys wear pink? yes


What are your thoughts, copy and post your answers.....

Here's to old friends and new ones too!!

I insulted a Marine this weekend. I know how sensitive these guys are about these things. I told this guy that he wasn't a real Marine..because he sat behind a desk. OOOOOPPPPS. I guess that is what happens when you get a bunch of crazy girls together with some alcohol. Yep, I insulted him. And then I found out that he was in infantry 10 years ago. Still a POG....not a real marine. He knows what I mean if he was a real infantry marine. Anyhooo!!! Me and my big mouth. Thankfully, my hubby is 6'5" and can back me up if I get into toooo much trouble, although he is in Iraq right now, but I am pretty sure that I can hold my own if needed. Naw, I know that I can.

Anyway, I had a blast this weekend down in Virginia. It was great to get away. And I met some great new friends. Dana was a blast and Em was fun too. But it was her hubby that I insulted. The only reason that Dee had a yucky lemon drop shot was because she tasted it....my shot was good and I finally got WTT to read. I haven't started it yet. I got a few others too. Although Dee gave me Blondes have more Felons to read and as a blonde, I am intriqued by the title.

So this weekend was the first weekend it quite a few that I have been able to let loose. I will have to let you know more about the unimpressive, rude guest at dee's church. Needless to say, I was pissed and if I hadn't been in a church, I would have gone a few rounds with the sexist b*, I know what I want to say, but I don't know if I should go that far.

Numerology!

While everyone seems to be on the subject~

The ancient science of numerology offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results.To calculate the values used in numerology, all digits of a number are first added together. If the outcome is a number with more than one digit, the resulting digits are added together again until they are reduced to a single digit. For example, the number 27 is reduced by adding 2 + 7 to get 9. The number 1974 is reduced by adding 1 + 9 + 7 + 4 to get 21; then 21 is further reduced by adding 2 + 1 to get 3.

All numbers are reduced to single digits between 1 and 9 except the special master number 11, which is not reduced in numerological calculations. Letters are first converted into numbers, which are then added together until they become a single digit. The letter A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc.; M = 13, which becomes 1 + 3 = 4. For example, the name Amy is equal to 1 + 4 + 7 = 12. 12 is then further reduced by adding 1 + 2 to get 3.

Your Numerology Portrait applies the results of several calculations to provide insight into the most important aspects of your personality.
Your soul number reveals your inner, private self, the underlying motivations that influence your decisions and actions, your subconscious desires and your most deeply ingrained attitudes. (It is determined by adding the values for the vowels in your full birth name.)

Your Numerology Portrait is based on the following calculations:
Total for each letter:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
A=0 B=1 C=1 D=0 E=4 F=0 G=0 H=0 I=0
J=0 K=2 L=2 M=0 N=1 O=0 P=0 Q=0 R=1
S=0 T=0 U=1 V=0 W=0 X=0 Y=1 Z=0

Consonant Total: 11 (29)Vowel Total: 3 (30)Grand Total: 5 (59)Date Total: 1 (19)Missing Number(s) are: 1 4 6 8First letter is KFirst vowel is E Your Soul Number is THREE.


You are a romantic and an optimist at heart, with a great appreciation for life and all of its pleasures and beauty. Your gifts are imagination, inspiration, the ability to dream and to create. Your natural generosity, big-heartedness, and good humor wins you many friends. You have an inner joy and buoyancy which enables you to encourage and bring hope to others. However, some consider you unrealistic and naive, for you are drawn to the bright side of life and avoid the dark or difficult aspects of people and situations as much as possible. You do seem to attract more than your share of the good things in life. Comfort and ease come naturally to you. You are a very social creature and you especially enjoy being with creative, playful, spontaneous people. Theatre, dance, music, and other expressive arts have a strong appeal for you. Your weaknesses may include laziness, lack of discipline, and impracticality.

This is based of my full given birth name. i think it fits me.

Why do I let myself do these things?

I haven't done anything stupid~other than start flirting with a high school beau! I haven't even seen him so it really isn't all that bad. Now today tonight I finally get a letter and it all becomes clear and I will share my email, although I usually keep it all to myself. I am so in love with this man that it does drive me insane. Dee is right~10 years HELLLOOOO! And he still hasn't had the balls to kick the other chick to the side soooo here's my email from my man.

Well my deare if Im writing any woman from my email account here it would be you and meg and sara and I hpoe that that s okay for me to contact those people becaise I love them very much. You have every right to worry about me and I would think that it was wierd if you didnt but baby I'm not talking to any woman ont this email except for you and meg and my sister. I dont want to anymore what I did was stupid, selfish and childish. I love you babe and I know that oit is going to tke time to win that back.I have sent you five more letters foirm last week and they are me just rambling about the days events out here so you will have to deal with my balbbing.Im glad that the gils are going to be invovled this summer in soccer or gymnastics, I know that ou wan them both to play soccer but you cant win them all. Plus I have more infuence on meg anyway and she is waiting for basketball season to start before she shoes you what she is made of :)Dont worry kel I have nothing to hide from you anymore, Love to you and the kids and I think that we will sart in the backseats and move our way forward in the van.LoveD

I guess I just let my self get carried away sometimes. I don't like doing the trust thing after the affair ~ this is hard. I guess I just have to keep on being a good girl and hope that jerk off (as Dee puts him) doesn't break my heart again.

Why is life so complicated?????

I guess if there was an easy answer to this question, it wouldn't be much of a question huh? I don't know how to go into more detail. Just put it this way...ex (high school sweetheart) vs husband (cheated on me, but now all of a sudden wants to make it work out). Now I don't know what to do, I thought I knew but now I am confused. help help help

Any Ideas ~

Okay, I am looking into a little networking here. I want to start my own virtual assistant business. I am an avid user of Microsoft Office, but I am not sure where to start. I figured that since it seems that most everyone is looking to write, that possibly for experience, I could critique and edit any writings that you may have done. I have done that alot in college too. I also am good at designing and coordinating things. As far as the Michelle Fund goes, I would be happy to help with a fundraiser, or coordinate an event. As far as fundraising goes, I am also a distributor for Mia Bella candles (www.wright.scent-team.com). They are awesome candles, they are soy so they burn clean and even. I sold candles in the DC area for about 20/candle. Doing a fundraiser, at cost, for each candle sold, themichelefund could earn at least 6/candle. Depending on the shipping charges, I could probably get more of a profit. Or if anyone is just interested in clean burning, great smelling candles all the way through, let me know. There are over 80 different scents. Check out the website. And someone let me know what you think.

I don't know if there are any other things that I could do to help, but like I said, I love to coordinate things and design things...so let me know.


Till later~

Again Jennie!!!

I hate to admit this again, but Crusie's books have me captivated! Much to Dee's delight. See hers the problem, there is sex in her books and unlike Dee, my man is in Iraq...I am getting no ass right now...and it sucks. I finished Bet Me yesterday and started on Fast Women. I loved them both. Bet Me was great...Seeing how it took me only half of the day to read, I would say that it is good. I know that Fast Women has not exactly been earmarked as everyone's fave, but I loved it. The reason that I think is that it had the element of a 'murder mystery' which I also love, but I would not have had to been talked into to jump "Riley's" bones. Hell with Gabe, I would have stuck with the younger stud, but then I guess there would go half the story. My next book up for reading is "Tell me Lie". Our bookstore at the mall was out of Welcome to Temptation, so I am hoping that when I go down to the flea market tomorrow in Lancaster that I can find some Crusie books, plus hopefully there will be a target around. We are going to a bigger area...than my one blinking read light town, population about 700 if lucky. Yea, it's that small, hell we have the amish up here...forget the commercialized ones in Lancaster PA...we've got the real deal, ask Dee.

Deployment Woes

Okay first and foremost, I haven't heard from my Damian since the 15th of May...no phone calls, no emails, no letters. Not that I have gotten a letter since he left, but still it sucks. I hope that all is okay. Like I said, I try not to watch the news. If there are any spouses out there that need some assistance dealing with deployment, I suggest the following links: www.usmc-mccs.org. They have a lot of helpful links in dealing with deployment. It can help if you have kids that this might be the first time, and what to expect when they come home. Don't expect it to be peachy keen. A lot of things go on during deployment and it doesn't seem to all fall right back into place. You have to get adjusted to each other again. That may sound corny. But it is true. This is also a good resource to have handy: http://www.usmc-mccs.org/downloads/deploy/Deployment_Guide_for_Families.pdf

Now granted that this is more of the Marine Corps end, but every branch should have them and if not, or if you cant' find it, I will be more than happy to research...I still have connections in DC. I was the Key Volunteer Coordinator for the Barracks there. Loved it, Love to Volunteer!

Now that I have talked a bit about that....I guess on to my next blog...Jennie, Jennie, Jennie...

What I think of Jenni??

Not that my opinion matters a ton to all the Jenni fans out there, but I have to put in my two cents. My first book that I read was Charlie All Night and I was captivated. I didn't do my school work, I just read the book. It wasn't one of the lovely dovey silly romance fantasy novels. It was down to earth and I think that they real clincher for me was that it was realistic in a sense. I could put myself in Allie's shoes. It was nice to have a sensible romance book, although I don't know if I would define it as romance...I would define it more as a realistic relationship 'girls this is what will probably happen at least once in your life' type of book.

Now the real whopper! I read Strange Bedpersons. Again, I loved it. I read it instead of doing my school work and once again my mind was caught up in the relationship between Nick and Tess. The pot stickers though made me think of DeeCee...So the score for now is 2 for 2...Jenni may have a new fan. Although the only chick that I have ever obsessed over is Meg Ryan. She has some pretty good kick hiney movies. But then again she has the sappy love ones too. She seems to always fit her movies with the time in my life...and I have gone through the roller coaster of stages...Dee can tell you, when she met me, I was a young naive lovey dovey sappy bubble gum music listening girl. Then I met my ex Billy...then I hated men after we divorced and went through the 'Girls Kick Ass!!' stage. I still have that in me, thankfully my husband now (damian) likes my attitude and my independence.

Currently I am reading 'Bet me'. I should be done with it tomorrow and then I have 'Fast Women' lined up to read. After that, I will have to find a book store, cause I bought all the ones that Walmart carried. Till the morn...

Okay okay

I have been away for a bit...I have been trying to bust my hiney and get my schoolwork done. My Marine wants me to be on the Dean's list, but I don't see that happening this semester.

I have also created another blog ~ after taking an email course on blogging and deciding that I need to create one where it would attract others. Check it out....www.everydaybabbles.blogspot.com. Does that make sense??? Anyway!!!

Well my hubby is still deployed and I am still counting down to October...only problem is that I don't know when in October. I use to count in various ways before, by paydays, by moon cycles...anything that made it a smaller number the 180 days or so....I hate it....I hate not knowing when I will get to talk to him. I hate not knowing what he is going through...I mean...he told me some of the stuff that he had to do and God love him...I wouldn't be able to barge in on families and stuff....I just couldn't do it. I guess that I could if I had too.

It will be nice to go back to a B billet so that he won't have to be deployed in a war zone for at least 3 years. He didn't even get a full 6 month break in between his deployment...yuck!

I hate to say this but I don't even know what we are fighting for anymore over there...it is starting to seem senseless to me. I don't watch the news just because I don't want to know...anyone else feel this way?

jennifer who?

Yeah, so I am not so sure what to title this little blog...but I just decided that I write a few little things down today. I did some research on blogs since it seems to be the in thing right now and my oh my....they even have courses on blogs...Usually I am on the computer to email my hubby or do my school work, which for some reason is going extremely poorly this term...I was on the dean's list, Now lord knows. I even quit my job to give me more time to do it, but now it seems like I have less. Does that make any sense....I guess not. Any way....what to chat about?


I thought that I would look into this Jennifer Crusie thing...and much to what I am sure will be Dee's delight, I bought a few books to test drive and see if I can get into her groove. I have been on a Dan Brown kick lately...And have read 2 of his books with another one sitting and waiting to be started. I really am not into the romancey type books...so I hope that JC doesn't have too much of that, but Dee assured me that I wouldn't be disappointed... So I am going to check it all out. Let's see...my selections that I bought to start: Strange Bedpersons, Bet Me, (those infamous cherry shoes) and Charlie All Night. I will have to give my review once it is all complete.

One of the other things that I noted while doing my research was a website called 43 things. Pretty interesting, especially if you like to make lists. Check it out: www.43things.com.


I did some research to see if I could find some bodybuilding blogs, but I honestly haven't looked all that hard and I really haven't found anything. My goal is to compete within the next five years, but I don't want to be really ugly gung ho chick body builder type, just nicely defined and able to kick some hiney when necessary. Anywhoooo, I should really be doing my school work instead of this blogging.....later

This Just In - Vegas PHOTOS!!!!

This is Dee, Me and Crystal in some Piano Bar in Some casino in Las Vegas....I know that we were in Las Vegas.

Is that a Margarita, on the rocks, lots of salt that I see????






AAAHHHH, Vegas....it is lovely!!!!

A hazy photo of the site from our hotel view....Vegas in the early AM

Deployment...ugh!

So, I just got home from BINGO. Love it..could be a job. And let me tell you there are some serious ladies out there....even my girl Renee and I have our own little 'lucky' charms. Anyway I was pretty positive that I would have an email from my man. I constantly check my email, just to hear any sign of him. Now this is his 3rd deployment and things before have been pretty good. This deployment however he has me all freaked, because he wasn't even there 2 months and he gets hurt. I guess he was to close to an explosion and got knocked out and got some shrapnel in his leg. What does the MC do? Cleans him up and he is back on patrol. Now if I don't hear from him for a bit of time, I am thinking that he got hurt. It gets a bit nerve-racking at times. I never use to worry about him like this before......and now...

Well still nothing in the inbox....poooeey! I hate this constant waiting game. You dont know when they can call, when they can write, or even exactly where they are at. I have made it a habit not to watch the news. I did that on the first deployment and decided that I probably should not pay much attention to it. Although, the one thing that I do like about this distance and deployments are the sweet things that he takes tiime to write to me about:

I got this one the other day, when I hadn't heard from him in a week and I didn't knnow what was going on:
"Baby,You worry to much :) Im a busy man and I finally got a hold of the internet this morning. I got the pic and frame Looks Great!!!!. All is gong well here except for that I miss my best friend."

Now remember he is a Marine and hasn't quite excelled in spelling, but he is my marine. But this is my life, it revolves around my cell and my email right now when it comes to him. I freak if I don't have signal, with my luck, that is when he would call.

Lively in Vegas......

Ah, Vegas! What a city! Dee took good care of me there, although I ended up taking care of her at some point. (love ya!!!) The lights, the shopping, the fountains, the shopping, the casinos, did I mention shopping. It was the best. I don't think that we left a shoe store untouched and Dee finally found her shoes with the cherries. Now her daughter can't steal them, but fore warned you are Dee, hide them when I come visit!! :)
Now, to talk about the men and the boys in Vegas. The Piano Bar and Mr Michigan. His shirt was what caught my eye. It had something about cow tipping and I thought that we only did that in PA. After chitchatting, we were definitely hitting it off, and he wanted to come hang out, but I was only interested in gambling. After all, have you seen my hubby? HOOOOOTTTTTTIIIIIEEEEEE! I don't think that I would want to lead the poor kid on anyway. And he reminded me tooo much of my ex. Just a blonde version. I promise pics when I get them loaded....I got some good ones of Dee toooo. Anyway, I dissed Mr. MI and he even called still the next day. But I had other plans.

VEGAS is a blast....definitely has its options to be sin city....lucky that most things stay there!!!

I am a blogging virgin!

This is my first time blogging but my g-friend (DeeCeeTalks) seems to enjoy it. I chose my title because my life revolves around my hubby. He is currently in Iraq for the third time....but we will prevail again and be able to be together while my hubby does DI duty in Parris Island, South Carolina. Life back at the beach!!! I can't wait. So while I don't have alot to say right at this moment. I seem to still be on Vegas time....had a blast! Planning the return trip back....I loved it, I went with one of my closest and dearest friends...DeeCee...It couldn't have been more perfect for a gals weekend away. Love to ya girl! Anyway~ this is just to get my feet wet!!! More later....